The bad news is it takes a bit of time to get your balance and find your comfort zone - just take your time and enjoy it all, because the GOOD news is for 99% of people who ride, your first bike will not be your last!
Once you catch the motorcycle bug (an IMO dirt especially)
- you cannot go back to being normal. You, my friend are now an inmate and will stay this way serving God-knows how many years in the moto pen. Bravo!