Some real good, and honest, advice given to Tipsy in this thread.
I know it's hopeless, seeing the bikes you already own, but I'll toss out another tid bit.
Don't buy a bike for romance or lust. It may seem like a good idea, but you'll never come out ahead in the end. It will just be a learning curve to understanding that it was a mistake that you should never make again.
You wouldn't take on a girlfriend as a project, don't take on a bike as one either.