Cherish this time you've gifted yourself. I am sure there are plenty of middle-agers like me that will be subscribed to this R/R that are living vicariously.
The more miles ridden on outside will allow you to search and find the real you on the inside.......................
Ride Baby Ride!!!!
Life should not be a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in a pretty and well preserved body, but rather to skid in broadside in a cloud of smoke, thoroughly used up, totally worn out, and loudly proclaiming "Wow! What a Ride!"